Good Night World !

How I wish I get to hug you like I hug this pillow to sleep every night.

                                                                                                                       I miss you.

Nights Earthlings !

Chubby Bunny Challenge !

So 2 months ago i showed my housemates a video of a game which is called Chubby Bunny. Here how it is played, you find few of your friends and play with you, and the main thing you needed for this game are marshmallows ! See who can stuff the most marshmallows in their mouth without spitting , swallowing them will be the winner ! 

Here are the videos of me and my friend's Chubby Bunny Challenge ! Enjoy !

Round 1 !

Round 2 !


I lost in both rounds :( HIS MOUTH IS FREAKING BIG ! Second round he could put 19 inside !


Hope you enjoy it ! :)

Too Hot !

As i told you, i've spotted a gorgeous pair of Puma shoes that day when i went to Times Square. I will now show you how gorgeous and hot it is !

Puma Power Light SF Ferrari Sneakers !

 Tadaaaa !! So nice right ! I want it so bad i wanna die ! 

I will get you as soon as i have enough money !

Random.

YO ! Macmac's battery left 20% so i'm just gonna write something before i charge it.

Alright so today i woke up at 4.30pm and i went down to do my rolling papers for my furniture design...and i have not brushed my teeth yet *yuck i know, will go after blogging :)* 

I woke up and i saw my phone there's a text from my friend, Xing Xing, asking me about JR's personalities because she said i'm close to JR. Well i could tell her something bout her but not all though. After that a thought came up in my mind, what if someone ask me about...you know...her ?

hmmmm...i could...i could list out her personalities, what she USED to like...what she always do, her actions and stuff. Sometimes thinking back our old memories, it kinda made me smile widely you know...ohhhh well those are just memories.

I thought of a lot of things about us though, if we were to be together again. What we'll do, what i'll do to make you happy and a lot more ! Its hard to tell here but i swear if you could get into my head, you'll know ! hahahaha ! And also, these are just happening in my head i suppose, not sure whether if i had the chance to really make it happen. 

Hmmmmmm...always wonders a lot....

I'm probably a half Kedah-han ? Lol !

So on friday afternoon after meeting up with Daphnie to discuss for our furniture design, i went home and after awhile my Kedah friend's friend came and we went Low Yat to bring June's laptop to fix it. After that we went Times Square for a lil walk, and also we had dinner at Kenny Rogers Roasters too *YUM* after dinner we walk for a lil while more cuz its already 9pm and Times Square is about to close already. My goodness i spotted a pair of shoes at Puma ! It was so gorgeous and it cost RM369 ! I so sad cause i am so broke now and i couldnt afford it :( Around 10pm+ and we head back home. Oh ya I forgot to mention that there were 5 of us and 4 of them are from Kedah ! Thats for friday......

and here's saturday...

I got woke up by June cause he said its lunch time, so i got ready and online for a little bit. After that he told me that we have to wait for a lil longer because his friends are coming, alright then. till around 2pm they came and we went to One Utama for lunch and we had Pizza Milano. After lunch they suggested to watch movie so we bought tickets for Prometheus at 4.50PM. Movie's isnt that bad...well thats what i thought, i kinda like it though and Charlize Theron is SO HOT ! I like her so much ! :O 

and for today...there were 6 of us and 5 of them are from KEDAH ! My goodness why am i mixing so many Kedah peoples ? Anyway, there were nice peoples :)

No offense but their names are all so...i dont know, traditional ? 

Thats all for tonight. Its 5.30am already. *I just realized that though :O*

Alright alright byeee ! :)

Here it goes...

Its been almost a year since we broke up, but my feelings towards you hasn't changed at all,

before I was kinda happy that you're happy with him, yes although I'm jealous but since you're happy, i'm happy for you too. 

Recently I only know that you've broke up with him long ago but then your feelings towards him...maybe its like mine towards you ? idk...i know that feeling is strong, i know how much you love him...i've been always sad and angry about how he has not treated you better than I did since he snatched you away from me. I admit i lost to him in many things...looks...height...smarter than me perhaps ? muscular than me...yeah i admit i lost to him but then i realized that he's a pure scumbag that only good at flirting and in the earlier stage of relationship. 

I have no idea how he could treated you like this ? You're just perfect in every way, when we were together i would have do anything to make you happy and smile and making you cry is not in my to-do-list at all i swear, although i did made you cry without realizing...sigh.

Recently I have been going back to ipoh often and i do see you everytime i got back too, i was so happy just to see you :) but then i also realized that all my feelings towards you have been rushing back all out. I dont know what should i do...you're obviously not over him and all those sad emotional tweets that you twitter few days ago, it kinda breaks my heart seeing those tweets ya'know ? I got emotional that day too......same goes to yesterday night.

Yesterday night i got emotional suddenly and i went searching back all those conversations we had in facebook...i wanted to cry but i just couldnt, its suffering. So i decided to go out to the store and get a bottle of beer and a packet of cigarettes. Yes i know its a stupid thing to do but i did it. I drank and i smoked almost half a pack of it. I did cry out a lil though but still i couldnt get it all out in me. 

All i gotta say is you're a perfect girl, you're the most special person i have met and i have never stop loving you and i never will. You are the one, you are the love of my life :)

1st Post.

Well, guess I'm gonna just start blogging back again ? Old account has been dead for like years and i guess i'm just gonna create a new one here. This is just a blog that i'm gonna write down all of my emotions, my daily life and mostly bout her maybe ? Sometimes i'll be updating less cause I wont be always free though.

Peace Out !